Okay, today was.. an average day. Sort of.

Bio first thing in the morning.
Kind of have my doubts about the teacher. As in.. I don't know. She made at least like 2 mistakes.
I know teachers are human and humans err, but... shouldn't she know her facts better than we do?
Oh well. If you don't see it how I see it then... take it I expect teachers to be superman lor.

Recess made me :D, and I argued with YY about something.
Haiyah, she told on me when I told her I wouldn't say anything about it.
Oh well. (:

HCL was gay. We spent the entire hour doing 私函 talking crap.
I think it's due tomorrow, and I'm not even done with it. HO, die.
And holiday homework's due too. GG. :D

Physics was, haiyah, sian.
Can't help it lah, it's a sian subject.
(I'm probably supposed to be more motivated after Mr Ng's talk, but I'm not, so yah.)

Maths was okay, probably 'cause I roughly understand what she's talking about and all. It was weird because I was a bit :D even though it was Maths. (Maybe because the next period was History, maybe it was because of the Kinokuniya bag, I don't know.)

Lunched at Ghim Moh, back to school, then went off.

It was raining super heavily, there was thunder/lightning and all. Socks and shoes were soaked, blah.
Anyway, was a bit er awkward, because for most of the time, I was sitting there and.. not knowing what to do. Not slacking kind of stoning, but.. I don't know. Feeling useless kind of stoning.

Sometimes, it feels like someone's clenched my.. heart?
Sounds cliche and gay, but yes.
Sucks because I feel so suffocated, and a bit like I can't breathe properly.
Usually it happens once in a while, when I get kind of.. hm, I don't know.
Was weird 'cause today it was continuous/occured many times. And.. yah, it was weird.
Guess I shouldn't think so much. Suddenly felt like I just wanted to sit in the dark corner for a while, think through some shit, vent a bit.

So.. that part of the day was pretty weird.

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My (younger) brother's back from the hospital!
Am not particularly excited/happy or what lah. -_- He had his tonsils removed, and I think he's jealous 'cause while I was eating cupcakes, and can eat other things I want, all he can eat is porridge. -_-

Oh well.

:D


Am nothing like your friends, will never be. Can never find the right things to say, am never able to do the right things. I just.. do and say all the wrong things, and mess everything up or worsen the whole situation.
Lol, guess I'll never be able to do anything helpful. (:

I think, I am and have been a very bad friend.
Damn. (: